03 February 2010

[Fiftieth] Random thoughts

I kind of lost count for the post number. But I can always change it :D

Random thought 1: Human beings are like dogs.

In this section, "I" refers to the dog

My master gave birth to me, or so I thought. I was adopted, but I never knew because I was too dumb to understand anything.

[no logic flow here]

I obey my master, always at his beck and call. I have the choice to disobey, but this would result in me starving to death. And my master will just sit at a corner, smiling cruelly at me while he strokes his new pet.

Perhaps I'm just like the new pet, just a mere substitute for the old pet my master is tired of. All the times my master has been nice to me, feeding me with treats and brushed my fur gently, were they just illusions and false memories?

Therefore, I never harboured the thought of disobeying my master. The price to pay was way too high.

Random thought 2:

WHY DID THE STUPID OLD MAN STAND IN FRONT OF ME WHEN I WAS WALKING HOME?! I was just drinking soya bean milk, then he suddenly appear in front of me when I looked up. SCARY.

Random thought 3:

Waiting.

Waiting is a joy. By waiting, you think about all sorts of possibilities about what would happen when you've finally seen the thing you've been waiting for. These possibilities are mostly positive, holding a bright future ahead.

As time goes by, these thoughts diminishes, and waiting becomes meaningless. Nothing is done just waiting. Waiting there like a statue, barely with emotions, just waiting for more time to pass until you see what you've been waiting for.

When you wait too long, all hopes get shattered and you start to get frustrated. In the end, you're just where you are in the beginning, waiting all over again, for hope.

Last words of the day: I think I'm at stage 3 of the waiting process now. FML.

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